myxstorie: Doctor Who: "It's a thing in progress; respect the thing!" (Jin Lollipop)
myxstorie ([personal profile] myxstorie) wrote2008-11-23 11:23 pm
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The PIN Comment-Fic Post

THE PIN COMMENT-FIC EXCHANGE


I think the idea behind this is pretty simple, but in case it's not obvious...

Rules:
  • Any requests and fic must be Pin-centric. Other characters/pairings are encouraged welcome, but Pin must be the focus.
  • If you have a request, please at least try to write something! It's an exchange, play fair.
  • Please try and make replies to requests longer than drabble length! (i.e. over 600 words)
Anything goes! Porn, not porn, fluff, crack, weird fetishes and such like. Just be sure to say if you specifically do or don't want porn! But let's be honest, most of us are just here for the porn.

And, to get the ball rolling...

Prompts:

POPOLO 2008.01 Interview
Yamapi's Hong Kong trip - Jin can't even manage a few days on his own
Pinnifer. Need I say anything more.
Frottage (the more public the better)
Phone sex because I am totally shameless and adore fics on this (could be doubled up with the HK prompt?)
Pin watch porn
Yamapi thinks he's getting good at English. Jin proves him wrong.

And some picture prompts, because every anonymeme needs some!


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Fulfilled Prompts:
   Author names will be added once they are revealed!
Please reply to each prompt you wrote from the lj username you would like to be linked to ^_^

After some prompting, I have decided to leave prompts open, except replies no longer need to be anonymous ^_^

part 2

(Anonymous) 2008-12-04 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
When they interview together, several years later, it's the most fun Yamapi's had in a long time. They're both older, now, wiser, and Jin's relationships still come and go, but not nearly as frequently. Yamapi's dabbled a little bit, but he's usually far too busy for anything serious, and Jin's friendship takes up most of his remaining time; when a paparazzi magazine prints "no need for girlfriends?" about them, Yamapi just snorts and agrees. So when he comments about their relationship, saying "Lovers sometimes say things like, 'I fell in love with him/her gradually without realizing it.' It's kind of like that", he's not thinking about strange dreams and odd feelings. At least, not until afterwards.

It doesn't really hit him, what he's said, until he sees it in print. It's as vivid as a flashback, then, that odd whirlpool of emotion he'd felt as a teenager, trying to figure out how he'd really felt about Jin. It startles him so much that he drops the magazine when he's reading it, but Jin's with him, so he plays it off. Jin gives him a look anyway, and for a wild minute, Yamapi fears Jin knows what he's thinking.

If he does, Jin doesn't mention it, but he does get a little bit quieter as they continue reading. Yamapi tries to keep up their conversation, but there's an air of awkwardness there that he can't deny, and eventually, he gives up, excusing himself to the kitchen to make something for them to eat. He feels oddly nervous, recalling that shaky period of their history--mostly because it brings up thoughts and feelings that, if he's honest with himself, have never honestly gone away. He ignores them, but they're there, and now that he's gone and said something like that, he's not sure if he can--if Jin can ignore them anymore.

"Hey, Pi?" Jin prompts, wandering into the kitchen at the smell of food. Yamapi jumps a little, but he glances over with a 'hmm?', pretending to focus on the curry he's cooking. Jin opens his mouth and closes it several times, getting out a "you said", but not much else. Yamapi's shoulders are tense and he knows Jin notices it, but Yamapi doesn't say anything, simply waiting for Jin to continue with bated breath.

Eventually, Jin's shoulders slump slightly, and he shakes his head. "Nevermind," he says, and Yamapi can't tell how he feels about Jin's reluctance. Jin rarely hesitates to ask him about anything, including bringing up the time Yamapi had offered to blow him in exchange for his PS3 (he'd been drunk). Yamapi doesn't try to press him--the last time Jin had been cautious asking him about something, it had been a month and half before he'd jetted off to America. He knows Jin will ask him eventually, but he's not in any hurry to find out, especially because there's only one thing he's said that sticks out in his own mind, and he's dreading what'll happen if that's what Jin wants to bring up.

Jin works up his nerve before long, though. The meal is oddly quiet, and as much as Yamapi's hoping it's because his cooking is that amazing, he knows it's not. Jin has that look on his face, that expression of concentration he gets whenever he's trying to figure out how to say what he wants to say. But Yamapi doesn't mention it, doesn't bring anything up even as he cleans his plate and gets up to wash it without waiting for Jin.

He takes longer than necessary, focusing on the way the hot water burns his hands a little bit, and his fingers are red by the time he turns off the water. When he turns around to see Jin barely two inches away from him, he jumps, putting a hand to his heart and scowling slightly.

"Don't sneak up on me like that," he scolds, and for a moment, he can almost pretend that his heart is racing because he'd been startled, not because Jin is so close to him, staring at him with dark eyes. Jin really is beautiful, Yamapi can't help but notice, and for a minute, he stares back. But then Jin opens his mouth again, and Yamapi knows before Jin says anything that he's not getting out of it this time.

"What you said in the interview," Jin says slowly, and Yamapi just nods. He doesn't have to ask to know what Jin's talking about. "Did you mean that? I mean, did you mean it like that? On purpose?"

part 3 (just barely too long, augh)

(Anonymous) 2008-12-04 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
It's a disjointed question, but Yamapi understands anyway. He weighs his options--he could lie, like he's done before (he's slipped up more than once, mostly when they were kids, but he'd been an excellent actor even at a young age). He could get out of this, twist it around and make Jin out to be the one acting weird. He could do that, and push his feelings far away a second time, making everything that much easier. He doesn't want to feel like he's 16 again.

"Yes," Yamapi says.

Jin stares at him some more, and Yamapi can't blame him. Even he's not sure why he'd said it--he's always been an advocate of caution, firmly against jeopardizing friendships and relationships just for silly feelings he barely understands. And even though it occurs to him that Jin could hate him forever after this, that he could fuck up their friendship forever, the word leaves his mouth anyway, and Yamapi doesn't try to take it back. He's tired of lying--he can only slip up so much, he knows, before Jin catches on. Before Jin realizes that things have been different between them since they were 16. And at least, Yamapi thinks, at least he's confessed while he's still young and attractive. Maybe this way he'll have an easier chance of getting someone to have rebound sex with him, rather than waiting for another seven years to do it. They're cynical thoughts, he knows, but he'd never been good at taking rejection.

"If I said... I felt like that too," Jin says slowly, and Yamapi slowly meets his eyes. "If I said that I've been... thinking about you and--and feeling things and that I've been having weird dreams about you for months and that when I asked Ryo about it he said that I was stupid for not noticing how we're such an us and that I think I might like you the same way I like girlfriends, only more because you're you and you've been with me so much longer and so much better than anybody else... would you hate me?"

If Yamapi had been anyone else, he'd have gotten lost halfway through Jin's rambling. But he hears every word, and he has to lean back and grip the counter to comprehend it all. Jin knows about his preferences, of course--he'd kept it under wraps as a kid, but as they'd grown closer and closer, he'd trusted Jin not to abandon him for something like that. Jin hadn't--and now, now Jin's trusting him in the same way, only over something much, much more important. Jin's staring at him with wide, uncertain eyes, and Yamapi takes a deep breath.

"I could never hate you," he says, because that, at least, is something he knows for sure. He's quiet for a moment, searching Jin's gaze. Part of him wants to tackle Jin to the floor and demand why he hadn't said anything earlier, but he refrains--he has to make sure. He can't risk their friendship like this without being absolutely sure. "Jin... are you trying to tell me that you think you might be in love with me?"

part 4 (end)

(Anonymous) 2008-12-04 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Please don't be mad," Jin says, and he sounds so pitiful that if he hadn't already, Yamapi thinks he might have fallen for Jin right then, just to make him happy again. It pulls at his heart in a way similar to how 16-year-old Jin's comment had back then, only this time, he smiles. When he reaches out, Jin flinches back, but Yamapi slides a hand around the back of his neck anyway, and he pulls Jin forward into a firm kiss.

Jin's completely still, but Yamapi doesn't mind. When he draws back, he presses his forward to Jin's and looks him straight in the eye. "I've been in love with you since I was 16 years old," he says, his voice soft but clear. "And even though you brought it up first, I realized it seven years before you did, which means I am seven times better than you are at this whole 'love' thing. So you owe me dinner for seven days." It's not exactly his best confession, but it serves its purpose--Jin snaps out of his nervousness and makes a sound of outrage. Yamapi's expecting it when Jin pins him to the counter, bracing himself for a tickle attack or some other sort of torture, but Jin surprises him by getting directly in his face. "You are so bottoming when I fuck you," he growls, and Yamapi barely has time to register that statement before Jin's kissing the breath out of him.

Yamapi fell in love with Jin on February 12th at 2 a.m.. But when he hears 'I love you, Pi' murmured into his hair seven years later, he thinks that love really is gradual, after all.

Re: part 4 (end)

[identity profile] anamuan.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
JLKA;FJEI;LAKGK;ELJAG I really really love this. it is cute and fuzzy and adorable. AND CUTE. DID I MENTION THE CUTE?

Yamapi thinks he might have fallen for Jin right then, just to make him happy again.
awwwwwww
Edited 2008-12-04 08:31 (UTC)

Re: part 4 (end)

[identity profile] crystallekil.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
THIS IS MINE MINE MINE AND I LOVE IT LOTS LOTS LOTS

CRYING, OMG, PIN. YAMAPI. JIN. TEARS.

when I asked Ryo about it he said that I was stupid for not noticing how we're such an us

lol ryo strikes again~

this is... this is exactly what i wanted. my heart, it is yours.